summer is almost over

as of fifteen minutes ago, summer semester is over (thank the fucking powers that be). i barely made it and i only had one stupid class. i hate summer, which people always seem to find surprising, seeing as i live on the west coast of the u.s. and i went to school in a fucking [...]

summer/niece

today is the start of summer semester. i am both very ready and absolutely terrified to start on the work. i absolutely don't want to do more school work, but i also haven't been doing much else, so i think it will be great to have a distraction again. i honestly hate summer because of [...]

weary

these past weeks have been a rollercoaster. my birthday was at the beginning of the month, which was both great and horrible. i'm almost halfway through my 20s, which is...interesting. i got to get drunk and eat bbq with two really good friends. but then i still had a shitload of homework to do, including [...]

lost

i feel lost. not physically, obviously, i know where i am. mentally. i don't know what i want out of life but i also do know what i want. i want stability. i want some form of happiness. i want pets that i can let climb on the furniture and cuddle with me when i [...]

yarn arts

i just learned how to crochet about a week and a half ago. i already know how to knit i'm just not good at it, so trying crochet seemed like the next step. i like it so far, but i haven't learned any patterns or anything yet. i figure i'll attempt that when i don't [...]

spring break

even when it's something good, i can't seem to get the time right. i was off about my spring break for a good week, which isn't terrible since it came earlier than i thought it would. the bad news is that my niece has spring break at the same time, so i can't even fully [...]

crush

there's a guy in my church youth group that i really like. i like him in the, 'there's butterflies in my stomach and i wanna throw up every time i think about him' kinda way. he's only a few years older than me and is a super nice person, doesn't make me feel stupid when [...]

trying

i've gotten all my assignments finished and turned in on time so far (somehow), but i still haven't caught up on any of the reading. i have a really bad feeling that's going to come around and bite me in the ass at some point in the next few weeks. but for now, i'm actually [...]